Happy 11th Birthday Tacen

Dear Tacen,

 11 Years ago you made me a mom! You were bright eyed from the start. So sweet and snuggly. You grew into such a fun little boy and we can't wait for the day we can see you again and watch you grow. We miss you! We talk of you often in our home. You are an important part of our family even though you are not here. Most recently Lula May has been saying often how much she wishes you could come home and that she misses you. I often wonder if you have been near her. 

Each year that passes is harder to imagine what you might be like. It's crazy to think how old you would be. Instead I dream of your sweet blue eyes just as you were sweet boy. We still talk often and wonder how our family would be different had you been able to stay. 

This last year when Daxon was in his accident I knew that you were there protecting him. I knew you were there comforting me. I knew that you had helped us get our miracle with Daxon and we are ever grateful to know that we have such a wonderful guardian angel. 

Today we do all your favorite things. We planned a lake day of boating. Oh how you loved the boat. You were such a fish and in the water at such a young age. You always helped drive the boat. We always have to watch at least part of a Cars movie and eat rice for dinner. I always think about not frosting the cupcakes we make for you because you never much cared for frosting. 

We love you! Always and forever. 

Love, Mom