Same Age

Today marks a significant milestone. Daxon. Is as old today as Tacen was the day he passed away. I feel like I can breath a small breath of relief and I also feel like we are in uncharted territory! It's strange that our second son is now as old as our oldest. It's strange that Tacen is immortalized at this age. It strange to watch Daxon pass up Tacen, yet it feels like Tacen should be older. 

I've been waiting to get past this point. I'm thankful, so thankful that Daxon is still doing well and healthy! It's a blessing to watch him grow and develop normally! To watch him progress and grow!  It's a blessing! It's strange to me to think that from here on out we will have had Daxon in our lives longer than we had Tacen here with us. It again strikes me how short a time we had Tacen here with us! It wasn't long enough! Yet I'm grateful and hopeful we can continue to have Daxon here with us and watch him grow knowing that some day we'll be with Tacen again. Until then I keep trying to do my best. Keep learning from the lessons Tacen taught me. Keep trying not to take each day with our little family for granted knowing it can all change too fast. But living grateful for the time we have! Loving these precious children we have in our lives no matter the length, but hoping for longer than we had Tace!